Geez finally maybe I will get better...maybe

Ah yes as predicted I am a horrible blogger, I had even forgot that I had this. What is funny is I did start keeping a journal with the start of the new year because though life is less than exciting I do not plan on keeping it that way, I am yearning to experiance life. MMM the new year wow 2010 my generation's decade just ended it is completely unbelievable expecially because I feel like a woman-child still haha. Christmas was great it was a white Christmas can you believe it? In Texas! So I have some pics from around my house however they are not the best since they were taken with a camera phone but pics non the less. Im glad I was up early enough becasue as soon as the sun blasted through the clouds our winterwonderland melted away. It was nice on Christmas eve our neighbor across the road brought us some food and hot chocoalte from his church and even some work gloves and party favors. Since it was snowing me and my brother Derek doned our Christmasy hats and full mugs of hot chocolate opened the garage and watched as the snow came blasting down our street it was AMAZING. I got one of the best Christmas presents ever and was able to find a good home for a stray I picked up, thankfully not having to take him to the shelter on well basically Christmas eve. I also got two pairs of some nice warm socks, bath gift set and as a total suprise my Aunt Karen bought me a shirt! So much more than I expected and I am extremely thankful for those who thought of me :). But of course its all about the greatest news mankind has ever recieved and thats really all that matters but the feast is alwasy a plus (you know me you know my love for food). My favorite part is the fact that as of yet 2009 had probably been one of hardest, most demanding, and stressfull year I have ever had so the irony that on that year we get a white Christmas is enough to choke on haha. I can only hope that this beautiful weather and scernery are omens for a more pleasant year in 2010. As far as New Years went party wise lets just say I polished off a half bottle of royal crown and had a very merry time...came into the new year twice so no complaints here hehe. Of course as everyone I have made resolutions to uphold in the new year but its never just one mmm what can I say I am indecisive. So here they go 1) To really reconnect with myself get back to the real Charlotte not the one thats been half assing it since Hunter aka control freak had me on lock down...get my passion back 2) Speaking of Hunter to get out from under that hell of bastard and completely disconnect from him, divorce please and thank you, (number 1 maynot be accomplishable till that happens) 3) To continue to apply to schools and make the hard choice to see which path I choose...I am yearning for some freedom some privacy though I dont want to be alone I do want my own space, I want to start clean over (see the woman-child feeling) and so a lot of things are up in the air and looking good. 4) And in accordance with tradition I dont exactly want to lose weight but I want to be strong again kinda beef back up feel heathly, improve my dancing 5) Get rid of my loan and credit card debit and I am sure as the days tick by that list will only grow longer and longer. Overall however I have been much happier lately than I have been in awhile haha part of that is some great people, good times, fun entertainment, and great ;-P ( what can I say I am an open book). But as I believe that for the most part you create your own happiness I plan on being very busy this year in doing that and I have already started focusing on taking a break after these hard school semesters and will be attending only one class next semester so I can really focus on what utimately matters being happy and living life, I want some good stories to tell. In line with that I found a new church that I completely love though becasue Christmas eve was inclement weather and there wasnt service that Sunday and I missed last week I think I am having withdraws. So all in high hopes as the 7th day of the new year begins.

side of my house ugh too small

the sidewalk I braved to take my pics :)

School arcoss the street

The stray I found I believe he is called Rockie now

What did I say...

Once again I prove myself to be my own worst enemy, I am not very good about keeping up with things like this. I really don't have much to write about even though there is plenty of drama going on around me, complete lunacy hehe but its definitely too juicy to dish out on here hehe.

Finally...

Hello all, which as of this time is none since I am new but oh well. I have finally quit bs-ing and started one of these things. I guess we will see how it goes....honestly have a problem with forgetting/keeping things updated....so no promises but can't help being psyched! I think this is an amazing idea and just hope that someone might actually read about my random and often too crazy adventures but eh I enjoy writing and maybe it will help me remember those times. Whoot! (sorry mucho tired should have a longer post next time ;)